Graduation Party 2006

This party was awesome! Milkshake's mom sure does know to throw a party! I got some money from a bunch of people I dont know, and it was pimp! People came, so that makes me feel like I actually have a family... They are my family...
$90 in checks
$165 in cash
$160 in electronic
$50 in the mail
Now the girls have the most out of all four of us, with well over $800 a piece!
Thanks to the world!
Thickeless

Graduation 2006

Maybe I should eat something. On to the rice cakes! I wish I could be listening to music right now, but that has to wait another forever. I am done with my shower and now I can play some games until 1 something... I really dont feel like posting right now.
I feel:
Kinda icky
Bored
Drowsy

Right now... Everything is turning blue...

I cried! Marissa died! Not passed out, or hit her head, but she is gone dead, never to be seen of again...
Things are getting iffy! I have to finish this class and I have to do it quick!
I have to eat my food.
I have to watch them playoffs, woo!
I have to talk to Krystal about tomorrow, we have to do something!!!
I hope I get something on Monday.
This isnt a real post. One year I am truly going to review all those Cd's I have yet to do... Maybe when I get my laptop at Orientation!
Graduation

I'll Attack: Day 1

This is my last full week of school before Graduation!
Physics--- Watched people test their machines. Ours is probably still the only one that is consistent, but just because we are lazy. The Lazy Susans.
Themes--Did some boring Utopia reading, got my first draft back, and got a Nose music maker...
BST--Learning how to write a website! Its fun, pagetutor is awesome...
4th Hour--- Corrected some worksheets.
Lunch--- Library Aide Lunch, 4 Pieces of pizza from the Zone!
5th Hour--- Filled out a Subway App for Senior Seminar, worked on website.
Library Aide--- Searched a novel for a favorite part and finally found it at the end of the hour.
English 12--- Finished my work, wrote an Event piece and started my final writing assignment to complete tomorrow.

Choir Tomorrow in the Band Room...

Hmm... They Smell Like Roses...

What am I doing? I have no clue, but these are the roses he gave me. Beautiful aren't they? I got him a shirt in return, but I really wish I knew what was going on. Why do I have to be so darn likeable? Why can't I be ugly and untrustworthy and a seriously lame person? That would make this so much nicer... Lol. Eventually I will get used to him being around and be able to enjoy myself on the inside comfortably and not just act like it on the outside...

30 Minutes to Heaven

I feel so much better now! I think I am too lazy to post a picture today.. Oh, gosh I spose I will...
The HighUp
Prom was great
I'm not being a hater about José anymore, I'm not mad, resentful, and I am actually getting to know him!
Chicago is over...
Going to the show tonight... I have to get to that!
I have a lot of things to review, now this new Cd of mine, 30 Seconds to Mars.
I feel... Alright...

Over?

Why can't it be over? I don't have time for this!
Next time, when I get back from Chicago, I will review Rihanna and All American Rejects, and maybe even 30 Seconds to Mars!
Why can't illness be causing this sick feeling inside?!

Prom Today, Gone Tomorrow

Prom was awesome! I got so much done, I looked wonderful and got so many comments. It was a great day apart from some transportation confusion... It all worked out though...

I want it over
Assumptions, questions, emails...
Loneliness is fun

I hate being the girlfriend-to-be. It makes me fisically sick when I think of it.

I dont want this now
I dont want any of it
I want to leave this

Make it a happy event if you want, pictures were nice, dancing was kewl, we look nice together. But leave me alone about it. I get emails from him now, on a regular basis. Its kewl, they are nothing but conversation, but its something else people can comment on. Just leave me be on it though. Just like with Fredrickson I want to run away from this, spit on it, even make a fool of myself if i have to. I can't wait till graduation now, because it will be one step farther from here, him, everything. I will be at Finlandia, work, then Northern. Not here, never here.

Never here again
Leave me to my own half-life
Without this love stuff

Ick.