A Beautiful World

I am just posting about what I am doing, and interested in... I go through many phases, so I spose I will record them...

Friday, January 26

It's 3 am, I must be lonely

I am sitting in my dorm, with Kirsten. She is watching You Tube stuff, and I am talking on the fone with Seth. I leave to go home at 3.40 am tomorrow. Ick! I am also trying to learn the polyatomic ions and stuff for Chemistry.
I also failed a Calculus quiz today.

Friday, January 12

The Happiest Month Ever



I had the best break... it was just amazing.
It first started off with my birthday, got up early, was greeted by Seth and the prettiest pink roses ever! We went to Hardeez and Cyberia, got my new glasses, and saw the Holiday. Seth finally got a fone, I got a lot of Bath & Body Works for my birthday and Christmas...
A lot of things happened. I got so close to his family. I watched the boys a few times, spent a ton of time with Seth's mom, baking and at work. I even helped her proof a calendar she made for the Master's Mission at church. His dad taught me how to play Euchre, and we played every few nights over break. We watched movies at night together after the boys were put to bed! We went to some of Seth's games, even though he couldn't play because of his finger...
They threw me a birthday party and I was there on Christmas snapping pictures of unwrapping.
I spent so much time with Seth... every single day. And I was so happy. I was the wife, the fiancee, the honored guest even! They treated me such and everything. And we went to town together and ate at the Ming with Kirsten and just did some good hanging out.
He has a PS2 so we couldnt play Halo, but we played Black Hawk Down together and beat it, after to playing for a few hours just every day. Then we got the second one and took 5 days to get past the first level... But we did it together, which got us bonding a lot. We had a lot of early mornings, and late nights with that game.
New Years sucked. Not too bad though. We ate at Carmelitas (Kirsten, Seth, and I), CHIMICHANGAS ALL AROUND!!! (Except for Krystal, lol, she had cereal before) went to the house and hung out with the family some more. Waited for Krystal... waited some more. Went to Calumet to get Krystal. We missed the New Year waiting yet, lol... Headed to Swedetown Pond.
Got "What's so different?" as the New Years song (coincidence?), and couldn't actually vocalize our resolutions. Krystal was in a rush to get away, Kirsten seemed a little bit irritable, and Seth was bored as usual, and I just wanted to go home. Two minutes later my wish was granted. Krystal had to get back home to her sister and best friend, and we headed to my house and made our own resolutions before Seth and I played the game and Kirsten watched some more...
Right now though, there is a big gap of events, but I am angry and sad, but also really tired. Tomorrow I will be more sad, probably more angry too cause the world will come back around. I am not with Seth, and my head is back at his house, and Cyberia, and playing video games and hugging eachother joyfully once we actually got passed another level...
And some things about friends just seem so weird. I think that you actually have to be with someone from time to time to actually be considered a best friend. When you are a total stranger all of a sudden, and you dont know hardly anything about how that person spends their days... I think the "best" ought to be ejected until it is applicable again. I just get so angry, no matter what its about...
Either way, gotta go to bed. Just rearranged and unpacked everything. Just actually having been a good 5 hours straight. Noodles for dinah!