A Beautiful World

I am just posting about what I am doing, and interested in... I go through many phases, so I spose I will record them...

Thursday, March 23

ChrisVanPatreaster's Day

These many months have passed by so fast! I can't wait till we get things done and I get a few days in tips at the Farm...

Not with you

The days have passed but you are still with me,
The months have passed and you are still near me,
The years have passed and you are still there waiting
For me to want to stay with you.
Christmas was spent away from you,
On Valentines Day I wasn't alone,
But just like on St. Patricks Day I wasn't with you.
When Easter Comes I wont be with you either.
I will be with someone else.
I know when I will want to be with you, you will have passed away
Or left or ignored me.
You will have given me everything I have given you.

Winter is Melting, Spring is Freezing

Tuesday, March 21

Chocolate Chunk is working at the Dairy Farm

Well I guess I can't post a picture today. I am really feeling like a maniac! I have finished my English test, have to take my BST soon, finish my lyrics interpretation, DO MY SENIOR PROJECT, and get this job! This job working at the Farm would be wonderful for money, I fear I may have to turn down the UB stuff though, again if it interferes with my hours.
I am: Extremely thirsty
Hoping I get the job and start making money soon
Wanting to get off, but driven to stay on!
I feel: Like I have to pee
Thirsty still
Kinda sore

Monday, March 20

Set your friends on FIRE!

Wow! Another week started! Today has been occupation day in my own world, and I have been trying to find another job to pay for my senior expenses... well that's boring. I have to do my senior Project, a final draft of an essay, study for a test in English for tomorrow, finish all of the BST stuff... Well okay. V for Vendetta was hot! Review at a later date! Elton John is incredible, review at a later date! (My new thing is these reviews! They take up space!)
I am: Listening to Elton now
Chewing (but not consuming) a large slim jim
Really knowing I ought to leave this computer alone
I feel: Parched.

Friday, March 17

As Empty as the Inside of Me

I totally stole this from another blog, but it is so cute!

WHY DOGS STOPPED FLYING

Before humans,
dogs flew everywhere.
Their wings of silky furwrapped hollow bones.
Their tails waggedlike rudders through wind,
their stomachs bareto the sullen earth.
Out of sorrowfor the first humans--stumbling,
crawling,helpless and cold--dogs folded their great wings into paws
soft enough to walkbeside us forever.
They still weep for us,
pity our small noses,
our unfortunate eyes,
our dull teeth.
They lick our faces clean,
keep us warm at night.Sometimes they remember flying
and bite our ugly hands.
-- Kenneth W. Brewer

Wednesday, March 15

Killing Green



One day things will be as easy as they are made out to be and we will all get what we want. That day doesn't seem to be coming any time soon, but we can try with what we have.
Reviews:
UltraViolet--- I saw this movie two Saturdays ago at the mall, not knowing what it was about, but knowing that Jem was playing during the television preview of it. It was very bright, so you would have had to be stoned to fall asleep during it (if you did fall asleep, let me hold some of them drugs!). I got ill when they took her blood with the straw like things... The fighting was brilliant, gorgeous sequences with really kewl weapons and outfits. The story was pretty lame, but I would watch it again for the excitement!
Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire on DVD---I saw this movie when it came out at the mall and was amazed. I get that everytime I watch a new Harry Potter. They could show me stick figures and I would love it because I am always so curious to see how movies will turn out after I wait so long for them. The beginning was extremely abrupt, as was the whole movie. Though, it showed me everything I wanted to see; the Yule Ball, the other schools (I had wanted to see the other schools since Draco mentioned Durmstrang in Book 1), Mad Eye Moody, and the challenges. The challenges were especially gorgeous, colorful and fast and wonderfully displayed. I was shaking during the maze! I haven't a clue what people are thinking but Hermione's dress for the ball is nothing to write home about (Ruffle MANIA!). Victor Krum! Goodness he is fine! And when Durmstrang came in I had to shift in my seat because it was so energizing! I still don't get why Harry doesn't get more credit than he does... In my mind, I switched Lupin and Moody when he had the lesson on Unforgivable Curses...
Chris Brown---This CD sucks out loud! But I do know an assortment of people who would praise it and listen to it nonstop. The music is typical, and the boy didn't write one lyric of his own. Many parts have his voice so thin and high pitched that the topics he is expressing (going out with girls, driving, skipping the clubs to mess around somewhere else) seem more stupid yet! He is sixteen, but he sounds like he is twelve, singing about how things make him "Run it" and say "Yo" with a mountain of other songs that make no sense, or are so annoying that I have to skip them (the second half of the disc). "Gimme That" was the reason I bought this disc. He sounded his age, and kept things more tame, even though he is still driven to say Gimme, I swear, like twenty something times... I should have just downloaded it...
I am: Listening to Jem
Hungry!
Thirsty!
Anxious for Lent tonite, and really wanting some soup...
I feel: Tired, and my legs hurt

Tuesday, March 14

Oh Me, Oh My...

I have been sitting at this computer forever trying to figure out the code for this blog design, mission finally complete.
I am: Happy to run away to take some pictures of outside
Not hungry
Looking ugly, my hair still looks terrible
I feel: Okay, BUT I CANT POST PICS ANYMORE IT SEEMS!
Listening to: Imogen Heap, I am in love with you...

Monday, March 13

Post

Im trying to post, but the picture thing isnt working. I will just try later.

Monday, March 6

Reflections on a lost purse...


The purse is not just lost, but super lost. It has ruined my day. Where could it be? Not only is there the money in there for my prom dress, but the entire possibility of me going to prom entirely. I lost two days of work thanks to this next weekend of no work, and I worked relatively promptly this weekend at work, getting out somewhat on time. I should wash my hair, but I cant until I get a scarf washed...
I am:
Listening to Temperature, SP.
Trying to stay sane without my purse
Not eating
Thirsty as all get out
Extremely pleased at my progress in CW
Still wondering why I go to school at all
I feel:
Like someone is squishing my eyes, and my head, as I have felt all day from allergies and worrying over the runaway purse.