It's been a long time comin'...

Wow, this is the first time I have written in this thing since after the wedding! Oh goodness! Well I guess I can start up again. I have been posting in my Hawaii blog most recently...

Since I moved to Hawaii a lot has changed... But I will leave the Hawaii stuff to it's own blog. 

My interests have changed a bit, music, movies, how I pass my time. I like watching videos on Youtube a lot, but really I spend most of my time reading fanfiction. Harry Potter fanfiction. Anything with a mix of Draco, Hermione, and Blaise. Usually romance ones, but ever since I finished Book 7 I have tried to keep it alive through reading. Also, reading gives me a good escape from the sadness of missing home so much... 

There is just so much I miss, and that I am missing. Living here, I am with a part of my family, my real family. Being home I am with my whole family, the "real enough" family. Having the support of that family got Seth and I through countless struggles, and now that we don't have any of it (family, friends, support... our apartment) we realize how much it was worth. We came here thinking that once we got here, we wouldn't want to leave. We wouldn't need to leave, and that we could just go home whenever we wanted after a while. I don' t know... but we just know that if we want to go home, even just for a visit (especially Christmas) we will NEVER want to come back. Except perhaps to get our stuff. I am just upset in a lot of ways, for a lot of reasons, and Seth isn't helping. He complains and is sad all the time, and he's quick to make me feel like it's my fault. Not purposely, but it's just a habit of his. 

Off topic, though, I will give the best review I can of recent movies I've seen:

Wanted

Alright so I guess this was better than I thought. Much better than I imagined, as I just rathered watch the Love Guru....

The characters were believable, the story was fantasmic, and I guess I can't really give much away. The only thing that bothered me is the bullets hitting one another... it gets over done a bit. Jolie wasn't seriously anorexic looking, a worry of mine at first. And I really liked that the main guy really was just a plain dood in a sucky job that has his life changed drastically... and becomes ridiculously awesome. !!!

Incredible Hulk

Another movie I really didn't want to see. And I don't think I will want to see it again. Like ever. But I know Seth will make me. It was way better than the first... but then again, the first one was crap. The effects were nice, I really think Liv Tyler is the sweetest person ever, and the little man who turns into Hulk is really nice. But when Hulkman turns to Hulkmonster, I am just at a loss for words. This isn't something that is to be believable, but the whole "I'm going to roar at the top of my lungs, with my big grey plastic teeth, and my dirty green skin and little hole-y trousers" thing gets tired after the 4th time. Actually the first time, but I reckon he sort of  must do it once... Just to show how incompetent he is and insanely angry that someone would want to capture a giant green lab project gone wrong! 

I really did like the geography lesson though. Through Venezuela and Brazil and stuff, the buildings were packed so closely together... 

 Kung Fu Panda

Wonderful. WONDERFUL!!! I laughed so much, and I can't wait to buy as I will watch it and watch it again. It wasn't tacky, it was fun for the whole family, and Jack Black was great. I can't write more without giving specifics away!

I am:

Watching 10000 BC... Rather, just reading and typing while everyone else is watching

Not wanting to do the dishes, and since I made dinner someone else should have to

Needing to get back to one of my stories

Actually wishing I could go back to NMU. Not Tech, not finlandia, not UH, but NMU

Hoping the sadness goes away.