A Beautiful World

I am just posting about what I am doing, and interested in... I go through many phases, so I spose I will record them...

Tuesday, February 28

Classy Freak


The finish line is getting closer, I can see it, I can see it, I am running towards it... I am getting nowhere near it. We hit the 3 month mark Sunday and now I am really just hoping this passes quicker. Senior Seminar is going better now, as I am finally getting things going on my guide, at this rate I could be done with it in a week, and have my paper finished sometime next week (If I ever get into writing it before a Brogan paper comes around). The wonderful Friday came, with some violence! Lol, Krystal injured herself, Kristen was bitter and hated everyone for ditching OrangeHead, who just showed up and surprised me out of my mind at Walmart that night. Curious George came too, and drank my water, the water I had wanted all day long... Tear tear... More reckless messing with Todd, and Nicole came! That was a great sight. The J's were their too, it is surely love at first something. Jack Boyd came and kept us company (purposely ditching OH and then keeping him occupied while I proceeded to freak out majorly at Self Checkout with Krystal). Alberta was there too, having her fun and keeping us all lighthearted. I really wanted and still want glazed doughnuts. Hm. GREYS ANATOMY! I love it now! Well I hope so, I have only seen the first season, and I have heard some majorly extreme things about the second season. OSCARS! AMERICA'S NEXT TOP MODEL, again!PROJECT RUNWAY! I finally got a new Entertainment magazine... I reckon I ought to run away now and take care of some business...
I am: About to talk to Mother Luoma
Listening to: Matchbox Twenty

Monday, February 20

Straight Pimpin'

Pimpin Saturday Night, drunk on fruit smoothies and Phase 10 games...
Why do I go to school anymore?! I hate it now! I just want to hurry up and graduate! I am not getting Senioritis, but I just dont see the point of going anymore. My principal hates Krystal and I so I cant walk through the school without getting one of his Death Stares... These papers are eating me up! I hate them when I used love them. Test after test after test this week. This really makes me wonder why I dont just stay home every free day possible. We dont get any days off till Spring Break! CHS had an inservice for Prez's Day, L'HS had Midwinter Break, and a string of like 8 other schools had snow days. This just makes no sense. The Cold Streak is over though, its 22 out and not -2 like yesterday and the day before.
It is Posz Monday! He came! We praised! And laffed till Crazed and Dazed.
I am: Eating my Cheesy Chicken Crespitos
Listening to Blue Merle
Talking to Alberta From Montana
Not doing my Ad work for Brogan
I feel: Like I am on my period, which I am
Moderately hungry
Wanting to go check the mail for some attention...

Sunday, February 12

Ski Trip... woo


This was something! This was one special trip! A lot of nerves, a lot of new ideas! I felt like crap on the way to the Ski Trip, the smell of burnt chips lingering in the Church Van, and I felt like a pill on the way back. Sides were taken, childishness and ignorance. Bitterness from the church service gave me a headache for hours. I really just can't wait for the better service later on tonite. Maybe it will make me feel better, and not like a retard or someone who even still doesn't fit here even when I thought I did perfectly. I wish there was a church with my name on it! Or at least somewhere more welcoming than these places where I dont feel supported, but only put up with and contained.
Listening To: Jem I Am: About to read to make me feel better.