Prom Today, Gone Tomorrow

Prom was awesome! I got so much done, I looked wonderful and got so many comments. It was a great day apart from some transportation confusion... It all worked out though...

I want it over
Assumptions, questions, emails...
Loneliness is fun

I hate being the girlfriend-to-be. It makes me fisically sick when I think of it.

I dont want this now
I dont want any of it
I want to leave this

Make it a happy event if you want, pictures were nice, dancing was kewl, we look nice together. But leave me alone about it. I get emails from him now, on a regular basis. Its kewl, they are nothing but conversation, but its something else people can comment on. Just leave me be on it though. Just like with Fredrickson I want to run away from this, spit on it, even make a fool of myself if i have to. I can't wait till graduation now, because it will be one step farther from here, him, everything. I will be at Finlandia, work, then Northern. Not here, never here.

Never here again
Leave me to my own half-life
Without this love stuff

Ick.